THE CLOUD-MESSENGER

last whisper of summer

2008-05-31T15:03:00.000+06:00

2008-05-15T09:09:00.002+06:00

mood - happy
music - aaoge jab tum

Mr. Tambourine Man

2008-04-29T11:41:00.000+06:00

Take me on a trip upon your magic swirlin' ship
My senses have been stripped, my hands can't feel to grip
My toes too numb to step, wait only for my boot heels
To be wanderin'
I'm ready to go anywhere, I'm ready for to fade
Into my own parade, cast your dancing spell my way
I promise to go under it.

music: Mr. Tambourine Man
mood: numb

2008-04-28T07:36:00.000+06:00

And oh, my dreams,
It's never quite as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.

music - dreams
mood - silly

2008-04-24T12:47:00.002+06:00

I don't know if it is me, or if it is the world

2008-03-28T10:46:00.003+06:00

Medical Center Receptionist: and have you changed your birthdate since your last visit.
Me: Sorry?!
MCR: Have you changed your birthdate since your last visit?*annoyed look for having to repeat herself*
Me: *slight nod* to suggest NO! YOU MORON!

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Individual: I live in Dubai. I am considering commuting to attend my courses.
Me: I am sorry, did you say Dubai, as in UAE?
Individual: Yes.
Me: I am afraid the program you are interested in is not offered as Distance Learning. You will have to be on campus to attend Tutorials and Lectures.
Individual: Yes. I will commute to attend classes.
Me: *still confused* From Dubai
Individual: *in annoyed tone* Yes, from Dubai!

2008-03-25T12:15:00.001+06:00

Why does it always rain on me?
Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

2008-03-18T08:00:00.001+06:00

when things don't make sense
when all is a haze

catch 22

2008-03-07T12:51:00.002+06:00

I would ask how you are
but that would open a floodgate.
If I don't ask how you are
I open a floodgate of wonders and guilt

2008-03-04T12:59:00.000+06:00

to my darling

2008-03-01T23:50:00.000+06:00

here's to sticking out like a sore thumb

aaj jane ki zid na karo

2008-03-01T20:52:00.000+06:00

I want to be in Delhi =(

2008-03-01T16:00:00.003+06:00

i want to know
how peter parker became spider-man
because according to the movie,
peter parker is an idiot!
he got bitten by spider
did not seek help.
he saw a spider crawling free
he did not inform the authority!

joy to the world

2008-02-29T11:39:00.000+06:00

Jeremiah was a bullfrog
Was a good friend of mine
I never understood a single word he said
But I helped him a-drink his wine
And he always had some mighty fine wine

2008-02-29T05:02:00.001+06:00

I want to complain about the season that is,
not the one after next.
so biting wind, scurry along

Tanha Ye Dil to Kya

2008-02-27T05:20:00.001+06:00

Saam Chhupale Suraj magar,
Raat ko ek din Dhalana hi hai

mood - pensive

2008-02-26T06:47:00.002+06:00

as I sip on first coffee in 9years
listening to Khwaja mere khwaja from JA,
I can't help laugh at the thought of
a rat with 5 litters (supposedly)
singing this song to an engaged acquaintance

mood - funny/amused/sleepy
music - khwaja mere khwaja

2008-02-22T08:58:00.001+06:00

there is....ummm...something
in flying off with certain...someone
and it better not rain on me today

2008-02-22T07:37:00.000+06:00

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)

mood - scared
music - bum bumb bole

2008-02-21T09:19:00.002+06:00

it's just wrong!

mood - frustrated/hungry
music - thank you -dido

2008-02-14T11:35:00.003+06:00

Each time I hear of 'it'
I cringe in disgust
I wish I had my samurai sword to end said life

2008-02-06T04:50:00.001+06:00

What does your drawing say about YOU?

The results of your analysis say:

You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.
You have a peaceful mind, viewing the world with calm and serenity. To you, life is not about struggle and strife but about existence and co-existence.
You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.
You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.

2008-01-25T19:41:00.000+06:00

what can be said?
two of three people think twice
and decides not to trust.

also, muhahaha for holidays

2008-01-24T16:25:00.000+06:00

Wouldnt you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love

mood - sleep

music - ode to joy

2008-01-24T15:52:00.000+06:00

head wrapped in a plastic back
air. need air. gasp.
jaded, me? never!

mood - skeptic/suffocated

music - aadat

2008-01-23T18:45:00.000+06:00

Who hears the regrets
of the thieving automobile?

2008-01-23T18:07:00.000+06:00

the question

2008-01-23T17:57:00.000+06:00

Love, a question
has destroyed you.

I have come back to you
from thorny uncertainty.

I want you straight as
the sword or the road.

But you insist
on keeping a nook
of shadow that I do not want.

My love,
understand me,
I love all of you,
from eyes to feet, to toenails,
inside,
all the brightness, which you kept.

It is I, my love,
who knocks at your door.
It is not the ghost, it is not
the one who once stopped
at your window.
I knock down the door:
I enter your life:
I come to live in your soul:
you cannot cope with me.

You must open door to door,
you must obey me,
you must open your eyes
so that I may search in them,
you must see how I walk
with heavy steps
along all the roads
that, blind, were waiting for me.

Do not fear,
I am yours,
but
I am not the passenger or the beggar,
I am your master,
the one you were waiting for,
and now I enter
your life,
no more to leave it,
love, love, love,
but to stay.

mood - migrain =(
music - none

2008-01-22T16:17:00.000+06:00

Tell me, is the rose naked
or is that her only dress?

mood - tired/happy
music - piyu boley

2008-01-21T17:07:00.000+06:00

Why do trees conceal
the splendor of their roots?

mood - happy
music - none

2008-01-20T19:08:00.000+06:00

kaise thame phir tera daaman
kaise meheke mann ka ye aangan
kaise bhoole preet teri saajan
kasie baandhen toota ye bandhan

mann shyam ho ya sawera
laga teri hi yaadon ka dera
tune bandhan kyon ye toda
tune kahe ko mu moda
kaho na kaho na kaho na

mood - calm
music - raat humari toh

2008-01-14T18:37:00.002+06:00

aaj shab jo chaand ne hai roothane ki thaan li
gardishon mein hai sitaare baat hamane maan li
andheri syaah jindagi ko sujhati nahi gali
ke aaj haath thaamlo ik haath ki kami ?khali
kyun khoye khoye chaand ki firaaq mein talaash mein udaas hai dil
kyun apane aap se khafa khafa jara jaraasa naaraaj hai dil
yeh manjilein bhi khudahi tay kare, yeh faasalein bhi khudhi tay kare
kyu toh rasto pe phir seham seham sanbhal sanbhal ke chalta hai ye dil
kyun khoye khoye chaand ki firaaq mein talaash mein udaas hai dil

mood - udas

2008-01-14T18:15:00.000+06:00

was it really that unpleasant
or were you too weak to face life?
what makes one end own life?

when one refuses to face unpleasantness
and ends life....does one at least have the courage
to acknowledge the pittyful selfish creature one is?

It is so easy to blame others
It is so easy to end life
It is so easy to walk off
Obviously nothing or no being mattered.
If that is the case then why end life?

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mood -overwhelmed

dostee

2008-01-13T08:46:00.000+06:00

ye dostee hum naheen todenge, todenge dam magar teraa saath naa chhodenge

storms

2008-01-13T07:06:00.000+06:00

much feared, still
much desired on hot days

the truth is...

2008-01-12T09:00:00.000+06:00

here is the truth about truth
it hurts

2008-01-12T08:52:00.000+06:00

There was a time when X+Y=Love
Today, who has the time for that unrealistic notion!

2008-01-09T17:50:00.000+06:00

Hangaamaa hai kyuu.N barpaa tho.Dii sii jo pii lii hai
Daakaa to nahii.n Daalaa chorii to nahii.n kii hai

mood- sigh
music- Hangaamaa hai kyuu.N barpaa

2008-01-09T10:13:00.000+06:00

dopey, grumpy, sleepy and sneezy is I
four outa seven aint bad, right?
also note, I call for war!

2008-01-08T07:37:00.000+06:00

the monkey should sue Harbhajan for comparing with Andrew Symonds!

damned storm!

2008-01-08T05:00:00.000+06:00

Is there anything in the world sadder
than a train standing in the rain?

mood: gloom
music: runaway train

2008-01-07T04:34:00.000+06:00

Na hai yeh pana
Na Khona hi hai
Tera Na hona jane
Kyun hona hi hai
...
Aadha sa wada kabhi
Aadhe se jayada kabhi

boo hoo!

2008-01-07T00:48:00.000+06:00

grow up

2007-12-28T11:52:00.001+06:00

back to life
back to reality

2007-12-28T00:16:00.000+06:00

here is my sandal
please let me do the honour
of leaving prints across your face

mood: angry/hurting/ bitchy
music: probs song

2007-12-26T12:09:00.000+06:00

naam roshan karna ho
to ek chammach tide lo

2007-12-25T22:18:00.000+06:00

Kutta!Kamina!
main teri khun pii jaungi!

kyun? pani kaam tha keya?

mood: silly
music: mtv

2007-12-25T22:09:00.000+06:00

khub jamenge time
jaab mil baithenge
aap, main, aur wine

mood: silly
music: tv add (bagpipper)

LOL

2007-12-23T23:05:00.000+06:00

some people NEVER change!
tis fine and dandy,
no, i do not kid
tis! tis fine and dandy!

on a different note,
this flu is no fun.
NO FUN what so ever.

mood: amused by people
music: zmusic

2007-12-22T21:40:00.000+06:00

standing where I did
many years ago
same cool dawn
same happy, perhaps tired
people around, abound
I recall a smile
that thought I saw
I wanted to create again
But stopped in time
what is the point?

mood: sick but not too much for wine party

eid mubarak

2007-12-21T23:27:00.000+06:00

mood - sleepy
music - something or other on mtv

2007-12-18T18:17:00.000+06:00

Ek pal ka jeena, phir to hai jaana
Tofa kya leke jaaye, dil yeh bataana
Khaali haath aaye the hum
Khaali haath jaayenge
Bas pyaar ke do meethe bol jhilmilaayenge
To hans kyoon ki duniya ko hai hasaana

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would a serial killer stop killing if he believes killing is not the right thing to do?
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How and when did Humpty Dumpty become an egg?
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Why are all mother figures evil in every fairytale?
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And is there a limit to just how blind one person can be/get?
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and indeed, Yeh kaisi hai khushi...milke bhi naa mili

mood: numb
music: ek pal ka jeena

2007-12-17T15:45:00.000+06:00

what's the story,
morning glory?

HONESTLY?!!!!!

2007-12-16T17:20:00.000+06:00

it indeed is a dog eat dog world.
trust no one. seek no help.
smile. observe. walk on

mood: guilty
music: thank you-dido

this goes out to the one I love

2007-12-16T05:50:00.000+06:00

Mera Ik Nazar Tumhein Dekhna
Ba Khuda Namaz Se Kam Nahi...

My taking a single look at you,
Is, by God, not less than prayer...

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Darling A,
wishing you a great day/year
can not wait till February
love you

all i want for christmas

2007-12-15T14:20:00.000+06:00

http://www.dpreview.com/reviews/specs/Canon/canon_g7.asp

2007-12-14T18:49:00.000+06:00

2007-12-14T18:01:00.000+06:00

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning'send.

2007-12-14T08:26:00.000+06:00

Thank you for being a friend
Traveled down the road and back again
your heart is true you're a pal and a confidant

2007-12-13T15:30:00.000+06:00

must admit, glad to have met you.
something to look forward to
thank you for laughter and more

2007-12-12T17:52:00.000+06:00

Khushiyo.N Kii Ma.Nzil Dhuu.Ndhii To
Gam Kii Gard Milii
Chaahat Ke Nagame Chaahe To
Aa.Nhe.N Sard Milii
Dil Ke Bojh Ko Dhu.Ndhalaa Kar Gayaa Jo Gamakhaar Milaa

mood - wake/stressed
music - Jane Woh Kaise Log The

2007-12-11T19:10:00.000+06:00

HARAMZADA

mood: tired

I want to be

2007-12-10T13:40:00.001+06:00

in a land of absolute whiteness.
icicles hanging from tree.

I want to wander aimlessly in aboslute whiteness
in cozyness of boots, beret and coat in black
with 'the' red scarf
and have white flakes dust on me.

I would not mind
if I was sitting on wet sand
on some shore
watch sun drop from sight in the horizon
and sand wash off from beneath my feet
as tide rolls in

music - aap ki ankhon mein kuch
mood - nostalgic

2007-12-08T17:31:00.000+06:00

off to bed
hoping to rid quinine taste!
wake up, spend the day smiling, laughing,
only to go back to bed
with the same quinine taste!

mood - tired/quinine taste
music - bittersweet symphony - the verve

an amazing friend

2007-12-07T16:32:00.000+06:00

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry

here's to you!

2007-12-06T17:11:00.000+06:00

hmmm, saying hello in return would be polite. ineed would be.
what can I say, I am impolite!

shower gel called Dancing Light!
which leaves your skin luminous, ready to flirt with lights.

Oh my!

damned migraine

2007-12-06T16:48:00.000+06:00

bored

2007-12-04T16:19:00.000+06:00

hats off to genius
who makes frozen gobi paranthas
back to bed i take sickself

mood-sick
music-dooba dooba rehta hu

2007-12-04T14:50:00.000+06:00

'ham ke Thehre ajnabi itni mulaaqaatoN ke baad
phir baneiN ge aashna kitni madaaraatoN ke baad

kab nazar meiN aaye gi be daaGh sabze ki bahaar
khoon ke dhabe dhuleiN ge kitni barsaatoN ke baad

the bahut bedard lamhe khat'm-e-dard-e-ishq ke
theiN bahut bemeh'r subheiN meh'rbaaN raatoN ke baad

dil to chaaha par shikast-e-dil ne moh'lat hi na di
kuchh gile shikwe bhi kar lete manaajaatoN ke baad

un se jo kehne gaye the "Faiz" jaaN sadqe kiye
an kahi hi reh gayi woh baat sab baatoN ke baad'

mood- tired/thoughtful

2007-12-01T19:50:00.000+06:00

Har ek pal ko dhuundhataa har ek pal chalaa gayaa
Har ek pal phir aap kaa, har ek pal misaal kaa
Har ek pal guzar gayaa, banaake dil pe ik nishaan
Sunaa rahaa hai ye samaa sunii sunii sii daastaan

Nothing Else Matters

2007-12-01T12:39:00.000+06:00

trust I seek and I find in you
every day for us something new
open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

mood:sore
music: mettallica

2007-11-30T17:17:00.000+06:00

thunderstorm
when, oh when
will i stop being afraid!

mood - restless
music - last kiss

it takes two to make a thing go right

2007-11-30T13:43:00.000+06:00

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.
You'd be like heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived.
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off of you.

mood: happy
music: can't take my eyes off of you-Lauryn Hill

2007-11-27T15:47:00.000+06:00

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

2007-11-25T16:42:00.000+06:00

If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?--
With silence and tears.

mood - numb
music - numb u2

2007-11-21T16:42:00.000+06:00

Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles.

kahee door jab din dhal jaaye

2007-11-20T17:37:00.000+06:00

kahee to ye dil kabhee mil naheen paate
kahee pe nikal aaye janamon ke naate
hai mithhee ulazan bairee apanaa man
apanaa hee ho ke sahe dard paraaye, dard paraaye

mood - nostalgic
music - moon river

2007-11-19T17:38:00.000+06:00

one man's mind is another man's amusement park!

mood - unfair
music - sound of silence

now I remember

2007-11-17T17:48:00.000+06:00

I actually never quite liked you.
However, insignificant being that you are,
I had forgotten that I never quite liked you.

music: ay hairathe
mood: brainless gadha

tanhai

2007-11-16T17:11:00.000+06:00

Main Aur Meri Tanhaaii, Aksar Ye Baaten Karate Hain
Tum Hotii To Kaisaa Hotaa, Tum Ye Kahatii, Tum Vo Kahatii
Tum Is Baat Pe Hairaan Hotii, Tum Us Baat Pe Kitanii HaNsatii
Tum Hotii To Aisaa Hotaa, Tum Hotii To Vaisaa Hotaa
Main Aur Merii Tanhaaii, Aksar Ye Baate.N Karate Hain

mood- tanhai
music- kabhi kabhi

Some Flowers Bloom Dead

2007-11-15T16:45:00.000+06:00

Now in another world
I could learn to forget
But 'til then I'm here
making room for new regrets
Now some flowers they never bloom
And some flowers just bloom dead

mood - content/happy
music - tv noise

2007-11-15T12:47:00.000+06:00

32 degrees!
should be in that pool of blueness!
have created a monster! story to be told...

go fish

2007-11-14T17:19:00.000+06:00

2007-11-14T17:13:00.000+06:00

2007-11-14T17:04:00.000+06:00

someday,
art of photography will be mastered
until then...

mood - sleepy
music - lag ja galey

2007-11-14T17:02:00.000+06:00

lag jaa gale ke fir ye, haseen raat ho naa ho
shaayad fir is janam me, mulaakaat ho naa ho

but of course, like picture, music also speaks many words

2007-11-12T16:44:00.001+06:00

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two

and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
escape......escape......escape......
All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane

mood - tired
music - blind melon-no rain

2007-11-10T12:27:00.000+06:00

2007-11-09T16:42:00.000+06:00

that we here highly resolve that these dead shall not have died in vain

2007-11-09T09:58:00.000+06:00

lying in my hole
waiting for apocalypse

I know I should know better
But I don't.

Too much wine,
Too early in the day

2007-11-07T14:07:00.000+06:00

2007-11-04T16:52:00.000+06:00

picture speaks a thousand words

mood-worn out
music-silent tears

grey

2007-11-03T18:17:00.000+06:00

many shades of melancholy
brushed across the sky.

mood -melancholy
music -laag ja galey

Keep me in your heart for awhile

2007-11-03T08:37:00.000+06:00

Shadows are falling and I'm running out of breath

2007-11-02T13:56:00.000+06:00

Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be.

mood-itchy/sick

music-lag ja galey

Sitting on the Dock of the Bay

2007-11-02T07:48:00.000+06:00

Sittin here resting my bones
And this loneliness won't leave me alone
It's two thousand miles I roamed
Just to make this dock my home

mood-sick/tired

moment

2007-10-24T20:39:00.000+06:00

Hold tenderly that which you cherish

mood - sad

aamar hariye jaoa

2007-10-24T20:16:00.000+06:00

shudder at the thought
of how close I came to being you!

I am wearing different shoes
My role is different
I never understood why one would want a cake
if not to eat it too
But all I have to say is
You want to have your cake
and, you want to eat it too!

mood- sad/disturbed

time and tide, wait for none

2007-10-23T16:11:00.000+06:00

mood-calm/tired

2007-10-18T18:43:00.000+06:00

What is it you live for? Or is it a whom?
Both!- I said with a smile
I live for me, mysef and my demise!

mood; happy/tired (S overload)
music: tum itna jo muskura rahe ho